Off Balance

So it's been a while since I last blogged. I am now down to 187, allegedly. I moved about two weeks ago and haven't really been eating right since. I went grocery shopping yesterday, in hopes that having the right foods will put me back on track. The only thing is..I keep losing weight. It's not monumental amounts but I'm not completely confident in my scale anymore...since the move. I'm afraid that it's been thrown off balance. I have to keep it out of sight too, because my weighings start becoming compulsive. It's something I do every morning, which is not good. Am I going to have to buy another scale? I hope not. I was thinking about getting a cheap one to see if it gave me a remotely close reading. I stepped on it one day (after having several slices of pizza the night before) and it said 185.5. As much as I would like to believe my body is just metabolizing and getting rid of stuff that quickly..it's not. I just need to really get back on track. I've been eating out more, not even making an effort to eat what I'm supposed to be eating. Today, I had a McChicken and three cookies. Why? Cause I wasn't feeling well. None of that made me feel any better....I don't know what's going on. But it doesn't have to continue to carry on. Tomorrow is a new day, and I'm back on the plan. Cause I have like..35 lbs to lose!!

In my new neighborhood, I have been doing a lot of walking though. Walking to campus, to the train station, just trying to get a feel for where I am. And also squeeze in some exercise. But, the BF is coming this weekend, and since we're both trying to watch our money, we most likely won't be eating out. :) So I get to impose all of my Core plan foods upon him. Muahahahhaa.

That's all for now. Hopefully, by the time of my gathering with my friends next weekend I will be...I don't know. Still aiming for hitting my 20 lb mark by the first Wednesday in September. And still aiming for 180 by the event at the end of the Sept...once I find out the accuracy of this scale.